many thg's happened...

many thg happen in this few weeks....
haiz....sad....
all my frenz r down...
my wife r planning 2 go sum place else...
yorrrrrr.....
dun go la....she noe who am i talking about...
i am really sad honestly....
i am totally down hearing tat she will b leaving ATC....
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
y must this happen????????????
!!!!@#$%^&!!!!!!!!
no ppl wil go pat tor wif me d...
no ppl wil go toilet wif me...
no ppl will go duo luo wif me...
no ppl will hug me when i nid it...
no ppl teach me law...
no ppl will go watch horror movie wif me...
no ppl take sily photo wif me...
no ppl got same background n understand me...
no ppl accompany me...
no ppl will do anythg wif me..
no ppl laugh wif me...
no ppl go red box sing wif me...
no ppl will understand me more than u do...
no ppl will b my best fren la....
yorrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my family...

i wan my family,
dun wana stay at penang!
b4 i cum penang i feel tat i am free at last,
but now,i am super wanna go back!
i hate here!alone.....
can comfort joan,but not myself,
i wan 2 b wif my dad,
i miss him alot,
i wan the warm at there,
penang?!kanasai!
shit!i really hate here!
daddy,i wan 2 call u wan,i am super sad,crying alone in my dorm,
i nid u...but,i dun wan u 2 b worrying me,i jz told u wat hapen 2 me jz now,
i noe u r worrying already,nvm,
i will b strong,sry dad,
making all this nonsence making u wry bout me,
i jz wana 2 b on yr side all the time,
i thin k i am lack of 'an quan gan' la,
hmmm,dad i love u...in my dic no happy mothers day,
jz happy fathers day,i noe u noe it,:)

y i'm in ATC..?

y all this thg's involved?
i am sux!!!!!!
i hate myself,feeling super guilty!
i dun wan 2 involved anymore!
i jz wan 2 hi n bye!
tats all,i am sked already!
super sux!
hi n bye will do!i wan 2 b miss whatever!
whatever here n there!
dun cares this n that!
then i will b fine,i am annoucing tat watever happens,
dun tell me about whose right or wrong or who good or bad!
jz dun tell me!
i hate it!
i dun wanna b the centre person anymore,
2day hearing wat this side ppl words,
2moro hearing wats that side ppl words!
dun confused me!b4 of it i cant sleep in the nite,
keep thinking of it!
i jz wanna say plz dun involved me in anythg anymore!
thx thx thx a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
atleast it hv already past!!!!!
n dun mentioned anythg bout tat,
i dun cares how ppl look at me,i juz wana b peace,
do wat i suppost 2 do,study!
dun disturb me wif all the nonsence!plz n thx!
bounced!